OOC: a PSA Of Sorts
Jul. 17th, 2016 09:08 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
stubbornlittleshitHey guys,
I’ve not been sure how to address things, especially since I’m not having any problems with anyone here, I’ve just had a terrible time trying to focus on anything involving more than saying a few words to a few people at a time, and even less to do RP type things. I’m still in the process of detoxing from fentynyl and I’ve been miserably sick as a result. I’ve also got a doctor who refuses to give me medicine to control the tremors that it’s caused, and I feel half like I’m walking around in a fog most of the time.
I’ve parred a lot of online stuff that I do down to levels that I can manage for the time being, ie, pretty much nothing on the interactive writing front because I've been so very out of it lately. I’ve been pretty overwhelmed by just about everything, and my concentration levels are fairly shot as it is. I’m so sorry I haven’t kept in touch with many of you. It seems like I keep making mental notes to check in, telling myself I’ll do it later ,and forgetting to.
With any luck, I should FINALLY be off the meds this month. I’ve started having some other (breathing) problems associated with long term use of it as it is, just this week in fact, and I’ve got appointments with both the regular and pain management doctor (who is helping me detox) in the next two weeks, where I can hopefully step down from the smallest level of meds I’m currently on.
I do care about everyone and I’m so sorry I’ve been distant this summer. Again, this is my fault due to health and mental state, and I definitely want to pick things up again, when I’m able to, and miss all of you. Things have been in such a muddle that it’s been hard to restart from where I left off.
In terms of writing/playing things that are related to actual games, I’m hoping to return to Syn after the current Jump period, and to either reap Arno or bring someone else to Tushu around September.
In terms of PSLsand private rps, I’d definitely like to continue them when I’m able to. I especially owe Rav and Leon apologies on that front since you are the ones I usually do the most writing with, and who I’ve pulled away from most in all of this. I’ve vanished because I’m pretty embarrassed to not be able to handle things fluently when we talk and then continued to avoid the issue.
I’m really story I haven’t communicated things in a better way with most of you, and I hope we’ll be able to start doing things again soon.
I really do love playing with you guys, and should return soon as I’m able.
Sorry again for all of this,
Sar
I’ve not been sure how to address things, especially since I’m not having any problems with anyone here, I’ve just had a terrible time trying to focus on anything involving more than saying a few words to a few people at a time, and even less to do RP type things. I’m still in the process of detoxing from fentynyl and I’ve been miserably sick as a result. I’ve also got a doctor who refuses to give me medicine to control the tremors that it’s caused, and I feel half like I’m walking around in a fog most of the time.
I’ve parred a lot of online stuff that I do down to levels that I can manage for the time being, ie, pretty much nothing on the interactive writing front because I've been so very out of it lately. I’ve been pretty overwhelmed by just about everything, and my concentration levels are fairly shot as it is. I’m so sorry I haven’t kept in touch with many of you. It seems like I keep making mental notes to check in, telling myself I’ll do it later ,and forgetting to.
With any luck, I should FINALLY be off the meds this month. I’ve started having some other (breathing) problems associated with long term use of it as it is, just this week in fact, and I’ve got appointments with both the regular and pain management doctor (who is helping me detox) in the next two weeks, where I can hopefully step down from the smallest level of meds I’m currently on.
I do care about everyone and I’m so sorry I’ve been distant this summer. Again, this is my fault due to health and mental state, and I definitely want to pick things up again, when I’m able to, and miss all of you. Things have been in such a muddle that it’s been hard to restart from where I left off.
In terms of writing/playing things that are related to actual games, I’m hoping to return to Syn after the current Jump period, and to either reap Arno or bring someone else to Tushu around September.
In terms of PSLsand private rps, I’d definitely like to continue them when I’m able to. I especially owe Rav and Leon apologies on that front since you are the ones I usually do the most writing with, and who I’ve pulled away from most in all of this. I’ve vanished because I’m pretty embarrassed to not be able to handle things fluently when we talk and then continued to avoid the issue.
I’m really story I haven’t communicated things in a better way with most of you, and I hope we’ll be able to start doing things again soon.
I really do love playing with you guys, and should return soon as I’m able.
Sorry again for all of this,
Sar
